tagged by fiq

1: Besides your lips , where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
my ear.

2: How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
crappy. i wanted to sleep in and skip cohort run.

3: Who was the last person you took a photo with?
either bob tyrell or ivan or charlene or whoever took a candid snap of me with someone else

4: Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
maybe. i sometimes get what i want, sometimes i am denied things i would exchange my phone with.

5: Would you ever donate blood?
yeah, why not?

6: Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
yes. once in sec one and two. it sucked. now i have fiq, he's awesome. and i DON'T want anymore guy best friends. or good friends. if you get what i mean.

7: Do you want someone dead?
no. i just want them tortured and wishing they would die.

8:What does your last text message say?
'im sorry? i was really busy in the morning. i looked for you after school but i couldn't find you. i found out from jovina you left.'

to my awesome fiq.

9:What are you thinking of right now?
why the fuck some people just think so much.

10: Do you wish someone was with you right now?
no. i fucking want to be alone and i can't be. someone won't leave me alone with their bullshit.

11: What time did you go to sleep last night?
early. i sleep early now. so shit doesn't creep into my thoughts.

12: Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now ?
it's my school's pe shirt. serangoon i think.

13: Is someone on your mind right now?
yes. in a very bad way. 

14: Who was the last person to text you?
that awesome fiq la.

10 PEOPLE TAGGED TO DO THIS QUIZ :
1. geraldine
2. jun?
3. charlene
4. nisa
5. rachel
6. dawn, if you wanna ;D
7. huijuan
8. jasper. so what if you don't have a blog.
9. dickson, still has a blog right?
10. clarinda!

15: Who is 2 having a relationship with? (jun)
his waterbottle. haha! i don't think he's seeing anyone la.

16: Is 3 a male or a female? (charlene)
she's secretly a tranny! haha, joking, she's a female! born female, staying female. haha, 

17: If 7 and 10 get together will that be a good thing? (huijuan, clarinda)
it would be real odd. really.

18: What is Number 1 studying about? (geraldine)
hmm. english chinese amath emath physics chemistry elect history and ss? and all things shakespeare! actually its just that to kill a mockingbird book, but shakespeare makes her sound so much smarter! :D

19: When was the last time you had a chat with them?
prety much everyday, i go to school. lol.

20: Is Number 4 single? (nisa)
no idea. guess she is?

21: Say something about Number 2. (jun)
he loves his waterbottle. and he loves talking to me in chinese. i said that to make me happy, yey!

22: What do you think about Number 3 and 6 being together? (charlene, dawn)
i think they'll get really lame and start cracking lame jokes. haha.

23: Describe Number 9. (dickson)
rich? lame. very tall and skinny. in a military band right? 

24: What will you do if Number 6 and 7 fight? (dawn, huijuan)
crazy, they don't even know each other. i think it would be hilarious.

25: Do you like Number 8? (jasper)
maybe, maybe not. no, not really. but then again. i am not sure. this question sucks.

oh, what do you know! i have like 7 blogs on my dashboard. 2 that i actively post to, 1 i only go to when i am a loser.i should delete that blog, hahaha! 

i hate paper cuts and bleeding lips. i hope they go away.

blog authors removed. i need privacy.

today is such a great day.

our parties are way cooler than yours anyway,

friday at tanya's was more interesting compared to the previous one, considering what happened. they broke stuff, threw stuff down. namely mini oranges and shoes. spat beer and water around,  everyone trying to snatch the vodka away from jovon, kinda funny.

everyone's so comical when they're drunk. talking nonsense and falling asleep at badminton courts.

chinese new year this year ain't feeling festive enough.

i want more angbaos. so i can keep some of the money. and spend them happily.

i am too emotional for my own good. 

why am i typing so many one lined paragraphs!

i am losing it, sigh.

you felt like happiness,

bury me in all my favourite colours

today was rather moody all the way? went to school and by first period i was hit by a massive cramp. like wtf. drifted in and out of lessons, my mind was on hannibal. i am determined to finish this book because its gory and really sadistic!

chemistry was boring, mr seah never come! kinda lucky because i didn't do his homework, sigh. nothing much after that. went out to buy sweets with fiq, then came back to school. went to training. 

oh did i mention fiq kissed jovon on the cheek? that pissed dine off, hahaha, kinda funny anyhow. gym was a bitch. i jumped so much and got so out of breathe, i couldn't even scream to my mum when i reached home to ask what's for dinner. sigh. so here i am, tired and smelly from training, sitting in my room blogging. haha!

i shall go bathe now and sleep at 9. yey! that would be, 8 hours of sleep! but i bet i'll be disturbed by the-who because i have to tell that-who something else that the-who missed out. sigh.

We always strive to be:

forward-looking leaders with integrity and commitment to serve the school, the community, and the nation.

i'm holding on by letting go of you

im so tired im not going to bother to put in proper punctuation and caps.

tanya's birthday party bbq ytd was cool. i totally played fiq cause i was supposed to meet him at hougang then go to ps at dhoby with him to meet gary juan alcina and allen. budden i realised i have to go dhoby to change train so i was like, wth i go hougang for! haha, but fiq was already ._. so like, i made him go to hougang then wait for me there then come dhoby find me. okay, not making sense. anyway all the rest were late late late! and allen didnt even come meet us ause he was THAT late. anyway we were being, quote desmond chong, cheapos cause we all shared the same present which wasnt that expensive.

yeah so we went there and when we reached we couldnt find the pit but we got there after looking up and seeing nisa chingmay and rachel waving to us, lol. went up and we were quite early. tanya's other friends were super dao, dont really like them, hmm. after that people started coming, me rachel huijuan and alcina were sitting at the bench just bitching on and on and on like there's no tomorrow, and i thought of you and got quite emo. stupid shitxszsx.

anyway after that i think tanya's cousin went to but alcohol or something then blah blah they started cooking i didnt eat much. was talking most of the time there. and then things became rather tense when like, sigh. then after that they played truth or dare. quite funny. allen had to either 1) kiss john on the lips or 2) give john a hickey on his bare butt cheek. they kissed. then ginger had to kiss nisa which wasnt much of a hassle and then joel had to had ice cubes in his pants down the front, AND HE WAS WEARING SKINNIES. friggin hilarious. then nothing much already i think. EH JOHN LIKE NEVER DO HIS DARE LEH! aiyer, not fair.

then after that nothing much. oh yeah, told elvina i was okay with her, because i didnt liked her previously mostly because of you-know-who. then we just sat there and listened to music. and elvina and rachel got high on carlsberg. guess they just wanted to be happy. then allen ate chicken wings until his hands very shiny. then gary went home and left me alone to take 156! haha, but nevermind cause he promise next time if we go out he will send me home cause he stay in bishan also, wheeeeee.

yeah after that i went off with nisa because we were heading the same direction. and when we reached the side gate we couldnt get out cause we needed the card! i was like sian, we should climb over and i did. then after taking my bag, nisa's bag and her heels from her and she was gonna climb over, a resident came over and helped her open the gate!  haha, shouldnt have climbed over. anyway when we were walking some assholes on bikes were like talking shit to us when they walked pass and i was like 'fuck off' and nisa said something else. was rather pissed off. talking about issues while we were walking, rather irritated because i thought someone was lying me. sorry for that. yeah then i had to wait at the bus stop alone cause nisa and i parted ways. talked on the phone with jasper while on the bus to talk about the issues. turned out someone is quite a lying bastard.

reached home. talked some more. hung up. showered. sms-ed people. fell asleep.

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woke up early today! went to my relative's house to bai nian i guess, haha. accidentally wore all black and felt guilty for like a second. haha. then sat there while the adults talked, blah blah blah. after that went to amk for idk what reason, hmm. went to see if there're any nice games. wantedto buy a psp game but my dad like, shot me down and asked me to go buy those chiong ones. i was like, fuck off i dont want to be a fucking cheapo and go buy those chiong ones. its like, it's not like i cannot afford the 39 dollars right! urgh. stupid fucks. hate those people who sell those chiong games. hope they get caught or whatever. 

then went to novena to steamboat! whee whee, i like the spicy soup base, yum yum. then took the bus home with my sis while my dad and mum went to tpy for who-knows-what reason.

and now im home sitting in my room blogging. i need to pee. i shall go and talk to fiq and juan after that.

bye bye!

Chris Garver Said My Phone is Cool!

woke up to my cousin canceling our little outing to the tattoo show at expo. was so disappointed i ended up helping my mum peel hard boiled eggs and remove curtains for washing ):

but then he changed his mind so off we went! waited for his friends for damn long. 

blah blah, we reached the tattoo convention show! nothing much, just go there watch people get tattooed and be depressed because i can't get one yet. -cue huge sigh- took a few pictures on my phone, then we went out to eat at BK/DQ. i love nachos! yeah and then after that we went to another expo hall and saw kickapoo diet the drink! i never knew they had diet for that lor! the can was black, not very pretty, haha. and my cousin's friend's girlfriend felt cheated because she bought mua chee for $2.20 at a cart outside the hall, and inside it's only $1.50, haha.

then we went back and queued to take our pictures with Chris Garver! waited for like 30 mins, because he went to rest. think it's because of all the flashes from CAMERAS that irritated his eye, he even had to wear shades! when he came back, they made an announcement that no flash should be used when taking picture of Chris Garver from any distance, LOL. very dua pai. i fretted about not having a permanent marker. note to self: bring a permanent marker everywhere i go.

when it's finally our turn, i asked him to sign my phone! :D happy happy, i took a picture! 

see:

took a picture with him too, but it's in my cousin's camera and he wouldn't send it to me. (actually it's just a technical problem, haha.)

yeah, then went to j8 to meet my mum and sister, then went to Cotton On to buy my plain tees. did i mention Cotton On is my current fave brand? i think it's super cheap and comfortable, haha, i love their tees. but i feel ultra skinny too cause their XS for tees is still rather loose for me. i should gain some weight. and i love their leggings too! whee whee, buy me a cotton on tee~

i shall try to do either my chinese holiday homework or my commonwealth essay.

meow meow.

ps. that's cat talk for bye bye

Ngee Ann PolyTechnic-Gives You Something Xtra!

today was kinda enjoyable! tho it started out badly. dragged myself out of bed to meet fiq at PS 11.30am! fish, so early right!

then ate long john's crazy potato set~ then went up to buy stickers while waiting for juan and gary, cause we meeting them at 12. went to Made With Love, and fiq couldn't find the sticker he wanted! and i bought two ink pads, orange and lime~

and halfway gary came! and then idk how we decided to go far east. where we met juan. who was late. 1 1/2 hour late! haha, yeah, so we went to far east and walked around a little, went to get my brows done, and considered getting another anklet thingy because it's so weird now i've taken out my old one.. but none caught my fancy so i think i'll just make myself one.

then we went to ngee ann poly by bus! nothing much there, their goodie bags contained a book, water and idk what else, haha. the cup cake they gave was kinda yummy! their makan place also very cool, good food and with air con! haha, 

okay i shall end here. went back home, 52 was rather quick! maybe i can consider ngee ann poly, hmmm. too early for that! 

did i mention we bought chocolates? love! :D

my love,

today was shitty.

kinda.

seeing you just kills me inside, i'm sorry i can't let go.

bye bye.

you never taught me how to let go.

So sweet i can hardly speak.

decorated the class today with charlene! 

haha, drew lotsa cows~ maybe we could win this year, hmmm.

oh, please please do me a favour. 

if you're reading please leave a comment because i wanna know who actually reads my blog.

this is so weird *_*

Apology.

I guess I offended someone with that taken down post.

I apologize then.

Hair Straightener

haha! 

will be trying to complete my homework tonight, I'm going to be so tired tomorrow!

making the cards for chemistry, sigh. hate projects,

bye bye!

Lighthouse-The Hush Sound

Take what you need while there's time
The city will be earth in a short while
If I'm not mistaken it's been in flames
You and I will escape to the seaside

There is a storm in the distance
The wind breathing warning of its imminence
There is a lighthouse five hundred yards down
You and I will be safe there

There is a girl who haunts that lighthouse
She saved me, I was swimming
So young I almost drowned
Under the water she sang a story
Of losing her lover
She calls a warning

Love, you are foolish, you're tired
Your sleeplessness makes you a liar
The city is burning
The ocean is turning
Our only chance is the lighthouse

Her lover was a sailor
She went and she waited there
The door locked from the outside
Lover never arrived so she sings there
Soft as a siren luring the ships off their course, how alarming

We went in, we climbed up and looked out
The door locked from the outside
Three ghosts in a lighthouse

First Day of School

It Sucked. Period.

all we did was sit the whole day, then there was gym where I was hit by a massive stomach cramp.

on a brighter note, I'm now sitting in the middle of the class behind Ingfa, beside Shernise and Winston, in front of Eugene and diagonal to Shihui Clarissa Edger and Brandon.

okay, maybe that's not so good cause it's in the middle of the class, THE MIDDLE. where I may get caught by teachers for my ear. sick.

gym was pathetic. I don't even want to train anymore. guys got a new coach, and Wenqiang was like telling Bianca and me stories about the coach's son. haha, funny, the world needs more stories like those, hilariously embarrassing!  

I should go now, I'm like spamming my blog after not blogging for so long!

SPAAAAAAAAAM

SPAAAAAAAAAAAAAAM

SPAAAAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMMMMM

I had a bloody New Year's Day.

first i got my period. GROAN.

then i cut my finger. STUPID. it took like a thin slice of finger flesh, so sian. bleed like hell.

tomorrow's flag day again, for idk what organisation. sigh, and i can't skip cause someone coughivancough put me as cip leader or something like that. 

it's so unfair. i've to go collect forms tomorrow and slog in the sun to get coins so i can jiggle it in my flag day tin.

gonna complete my holiday homework tomorrow after flag day with fiq, not bad. hope it doesn't rain.

I'm gonna wear my sparkly shoes tomorrow! HAHA. so ghey, 

alright, bye.