Of camps. And camps.

Freshmen Orientation Camp was super fun!i mean like, it was totally the right thing to do when i walked in last minute without registering, LOL.

but i missed the water games in the last day because i had to go meet the rest for the starhub urban freestyle run. ended up looking super messed up with a new pair of slippers, lol. meh. i regret not leaving early and going for the folken dinner ): i is sad. i didn't get a lot of numbers and people to add on facebook! must make up for it this saturday.

today was the first day of design: camp odyssey, it was pretty meh, compared to foc. like, wtf....... i had issues today. wasn't in the mood to make friends and the atmosphere didn't help either. oh well. maybe i should be nicer tomorrow. but i don't even feel like going back. urgh. how sia. stupid. URGH. why oh why, must i be in such a shitty mood. foul, whatever. and what if i get too tired for saturday~ i swear i will kill myself. and we have no forher cheer. no unity one lor forher, not like folker. maybe cause there's too little gls? or maybe cause they just split into cliques too fast, too furious. honestly, i don't see myself wanting to join them, it's just this feeling. maybe i'm just delirious under the influence of the cough syrup but whatever. i don't like this at all. i need someone to talk to, omg. no feel sia. no feel.

would it be better if i had been in another group? oh well. meeting the rest of forher tomorrow morning at 8 to go to school together so we don't look like dorks if we go to school with a huge bag and a sleeping bag in our arms. i just don't get how i don't have the urge to mingle. i'm hungry. i think we'll probably go to bras basar one of the days in camp. some dragon boating thingy on friday. i don't want to get burnt. fuck it. i don't want to go back. should i not go back? seriously no feel. maybe rachel's right, they're nothing compared to foc. heh when i saw another folker guy in camp today, we waved like mad, HAHA. forgot his name tho, oops. but i know i have him on facebook. i know i do.

design got the best teh peng! (NASI GORENG)
design got the best teh peng! (CHICKEN CUTLET)

i don't want tomorrow to be shitty. but i'm too sick to put in effort to mingle. maybe i should just slightly od on the cough syrup tomorrow and get high. what do you think?

i honestly don't feel very bonded to forher. maybe only to the few girls. i was so cranky on the ride home i didn't even bother to talk. i don't like this one bit. am i just too burnt out from foc? not too much camp in me left. zzzzzzzzz.